31/12/2009

So, what I'm going to write?
This is so gonna kill all of ya'll.
Because I'm exactly outta mind of what I'm going to write.
Yah... Duhz...

So, today is the last day of the year 2009.
And tomorrow will be the starting of the year 2010.
New year resolutions? Well, let me think about it today and post it later on tonight. =P
I'm quite happy with the companion of my dear friends.
I spend my time happily back in Sibu.
Though there are some mistakes I made.
But still, life goes on.

Dear friends, I'm glad to have you all by my side.
Thank God I found you all. =)

It's been quite a long time since I last update my blog. =)

哇。。。我的部落格开始长满蜘蛛网了。。
Long time didn't blog dy, my blog started to fatt mou dy.
It's been quite a while since I last blogged. =)
Hmm... What I wanna say... My brain also berkarat dy... =(
Need to start off exercising my brain dy.

Erm, don't know want to write in English or Chinese...
Sorry yah. =P
If you all prefer me to write in English, then I will write in English. ^^


最近的心情很低落。
不懂为什么。。。
跟感情无关。是我自己的事情吧。
哎。。。无奈。。。不懂怎么写出来。。。
等我有空下再想怎样写吧。。。呵呵~~~
又是一个失眠的夜晚。。。

I want to dye my hair!! =(
My hair is almost black now.

This is life.
We can't expect everything to be in perfect condition.
Though we expect it to be in perfect condition.
So, just accept the way it is and live happily ever after.

............

Duh... This is not a fairytale kay!?



What should we do when we feel totally lost?
The answer is - SLEEP. xD

There's quite lots of stuffs happening recently.
And I feel totally annoyed and pissed off.
But, I still need to calm down for everyone's sake.
But, there's always a limit in ones patience. =)

I miss you guys, all of you out there.
Including you, who is reading my post now. =)
Though I have no idea who's reading my post now. =(

And sorry for not updating my blog for a long long long time.
I'm kinda busy these days. And I am kinda lazy to blog actually. =P

Blah... I have no idea what to write now.
So, live your life and bubbye~

Guess what? I got no idea what to write. Getting a little bit " rusty " dy.
Gosh, anyone agree with me? Our holiday is so long, until I almost fatt mou dy. =(
I guess others already fatt mou dy... xD
Slap me please... Come on... What is R? R = Ribena?
Well, these pictures were taken few days ago. So, enjoy. =)

「ありがとう」と君に言われると なんだか切ない
当你对我说“谢谢你”的时候，不知为何我的心里有些疼痛。
「さようなら」の後も解けぬ魔法 淡くほろ苦い
说出再见以后也仍未能解除的那魔法，之中透着点点苦涩。

友達でも 恋人でもない中間視点で
既非朋友也非恋人，我站在这样一个中间点
収穫の日を夢みてる青いフルーツ
像一个尚未成熟的青色果实那样，梦想着收获那天。
あと一歩が踏み出せないせいで
只因如今一步也无法迈出
じれったいのはなんので
心里才如此焦急不安

「ありがとう」と君に言われると なんだか切ない
当你对我说出“谢谢”的时候，不知为何我的心里有些疼痛。
「さようなら」の後も解けぬ魔法 淡くほろ苦い
说出再见以后仍未解除的那魔法，之中透着点点苦涩。

甘いだけの 誘い文句 味気のない毒
仅仅透着甜蜜的诱惑的字句，是无色无味的毒药。
そんなものには興味を そそられない
我对这种东西没有兴趣。
思い通りにいかない時だって
即使是想不开的时候，
人生捨てたもんじゃないって
我也没有放弃掉自己的人生。

「どうしたの？」と急に聞かれると ｢ううん。何でもない｣
当你着急地问我怎么了的时候，我只是淡淡地说着嗯没什么。
さようならの後に消える笑顔 私らしくない
分手之后立即掩藏起笑容，那不是我的作风。
信じたいと願えば願うほど なんだか切ない
我是真的想要去相信你，却不知为何心里在隐隐作痛。
「愛してるよ」よりも「大好き」のほうが 君らしいんじゃない
比起说“我爱你”，“我很喜欢你”这样的话才像你的风格不是么？

忘れかけていた人の香りを 突然思い出す頃
突然间再次忆起那个早已忘却的人，
降り積もる雪の白さを思うと ah~~ 素直に喜びたいよ
忆起片片积雪的洁白。真想坦率地不再掩饰这满心欢喜。

ダイヤモンドよりもやわらかくてあたたかな未来 手にしたいよ
比起昂贵的钻石，我更想握住安稳而温暖的未来。
限りある時間も 君と過ごしたい
此后有限的时间，也只想和你一起度过。
「ありがとう」と 君に言われると なんだか切ない
当你对我说出“谢谢”的时候，不知为何我的心里有些疼痛。
「さようなら」の 後も解けぬ魔法 淡くほろ苦い
说出再见以后仍未解除的那魔法，之中透着点点苦涩。

First Paper - Criminal Law

Yesterday was my first paper - Criminal Law.
Well, at first I was damn calm dy on the morning.
Don't know why after sms with Hui Min, she kept on saying that she's worried and scared, I also became scared. LOL!!
Ok, guys, previous night around 3am, I mass sms to all of you.
And yesterday morning, I received quite a lot of sms from you all.
Thanks for the support.
I almost collapsed dy.

Ok, early in the morning, around 8:20am stg, after my bath and preparation, I went to SMK Kampung Nangka, Sibu, where I sit for my examination.
When I arrived at the school, there're a lot of people, I mean damn lots of people standing still from inside the school to outside the school. The line even crossed the gate of the school.

At first, I thought...

" Wah, I come here for examination only wor, need so much people to welcome me har? "

And then I realized they are not there to welcome me, but to interview to get the post of temporary teacher, I guess. =(

I thought the examination was at 10am, but it's actually at 9am.
Phew~ Luckily I arrived earlier.
Ok, the examination hall part.
This is the freaky part.
There's only 2 candidates, yes, listen clearly, TWO candidates ONLY!
In that big hall which can be used by 100 people or more.
And the condition was damn cold, so I asked the examiners to switch off one of the aircond which was blowing at me.

Well, what do I feel? Nervous and regret lah!
I should have take the examination back in KL.
Damn wei...
What do you feel if there's 4 examiners looking at you doing your questions?
Kuat tension LAH! My hand was like shaking!
I tried to calm myself down by prayers. =(
Blah blah blah...
There they go, walking around me like 24 hours non-stop.
Imagine yourself lah... =="

I'm done with one of the papers dy.
3 more papers to go.
And I'm getting sick. =(

Ok, I know this post is not so nice, I'm just too tired to produce a better post.
Sorry guys. =(

EXAMS!! =(

Examination is finally here.

Almost vomit blood already!!

aaaaaaaaaaHHHHHHHH~~!!

如果。。。

如果真诚是一种谎言，

我选择谎言;


如果谎言是一种伤害,

我选择沉默;


如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

Examination =)

I hear and I forget, I see and I remember, I do and I understand.

No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. But it's different with my final examination. I have no idea how it comes and goes. Most of my friends started to become nervous dy.

" Oh what should I do?? Examination is just around the corner!! "
" OMG!! Still got so many haven't finish la weih~ "

Some even cried at night at the corner. Some even talked to themselves.
Some even tend to do something silly.
Hmm... That sounds familiar... Oh... I remember!! It's Elizabeth!
Hey Eli, I was very happy when you said you wanna join me to do silly thing back at Hang Tuah Monorail.
Because everyone tend to reject my idea when I suggest to do something crazy.
But I think, sometimes its good for us to do something crazy and exciting.
Don't you think so? =(
And the time you wanna screw me for immitating Rubey's dad. =D

A little simplification would be the first step toward rational living, I think. Sometimes being too complicated isn't the right way. Hate and force cannot be in just a part of the world without having an effect on the rest of it.

Well, for me. I was quite tension as well.
After you need to stay awake until 4am in the morning and wake up at 9am, you tell me what you feel LAH!!

But, I found something interesting recently. When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity. Yeah, I read history. But it doesn't make you nice. Hitler read history, too.

Sometimes it's nice to have a song that can be taken more then one way, so it can be interpreted differently. You will never find time for anything. If you want the time, you must make it.

You know, somebody actually complimented me on my driving today. They left a little note on the windscreen, it said 'Parking Fine.' So that was nice. Thanks for the compliment. =)

The difference is too nice - Where ends the virtue or begins the vice.

All you need is trust and a little bit of pixie dust! Just be confident with yourselves guys.
Honestly, I miss you all. I miss the time we had been together throughout the year. =)
I dropped my tear when leaving KL. NO!! NOT CRY! Just accidentally drop the tear kay!!
Because Queenie, my sis, sent a sms to me. That sms lah!! xD

Everyone, try your best! Good luck! God bless you.

Alina dai kar jeh, cheerz. I know what you feel these days. Examination is just around the corner sis. Gambateh yah. =)

[c=6]yuri[/c] says (7:29 PM):
y u din blog sumtin?




Ok well, the main reason is... I'm quite busy at the moment...
With my revision and tension... =(
So, no time to blog loh.
And plus, I'm quite lazy to blog. LOL
Haha... Lily! Paiseh ah... After the exam, everyday blog also no prob.

Hey, btw, examination is really killing me.
I have to sleep late and wake up early everyday.
For example, this morning.
I slept quite late last night, around 4am something, almost 5am.
Hmm... Then ah... I slept at the wrong pose on my comfy bed~
The sun shine directly on my face around 9am something just now.
OMG!! =="
Chamz or not, you say loh... That's how I woke up this morning.
Else I will be waking up around 1pm something dy... xD

This is the clay-made key chain which had been together with me since 2006.
It was broken into half after I accidentally knocked it on the wall yesterday afternoon.
This clay-made key chain is a special one.
It was specially made! It was carved in very neat and perfect condition!
But... I broke it!!

Front view

Rear view

I'm feeling totally blue now

Not So Sunday

Totally feel like hangover today

26/04/2009 Sunday

Well, actually I had decided not to blog until I finished my examination.
But today, it is kinda exciting for me.
So, I decided to blog about what happened today.

Yesterday, 25/04/2009, was Queenie's birthday.
So we decided to give her some surprises.
Stewart ordered like 25 boxes of pizzas and a 1.5kg chocolate cake.
Then my job was to distract her while others got the time to prepare.
So, after the class, I went to distract her.
Well, distracting job is not easy as you have to make her not feeling suspicious.
Okay, everything went on very well.
The light went off suddenly and Stewart walked inside the class with the cake on his hand.
She looked surprised though.
The funniest part was, when I held the cake on my hand, she was very scared.
Normally, I will let the person's face " eat " the cake first. xD
But I didn't. I was actually touched when she actually asked me to blow the candle together with Stewart and her.
Everyone enjoy the pizza festival.
Happy 21st Birthday Queenie!!


Well, there's a girl in my college.
And I told Ashley about this just now.
I was actually very very happy when she smiled at me.
I love the way she smiles.
She should smile always. She looks sweeter and prettier when she smiles.

Gosh... Ash, I started to perasan again... Slap me!! xD
And Ash, thanks for the companion and having the nice chat with me.
Enjoy it very much. =)

Well, here is the exciting part...
And then at midnight, I went on and watched football with Kevin.
Later joined by Stewart and Queenie.
Then... Geez.. I had a terrible nightmare just now.
Everything happened just in front of me.
When we were all enjoying the match, suddenly there's a chaos from the Kopitiam.
We were all at the Mamak Stall in front of the Kopitiam.
What I saw was three guys in white clothes beating up a guy.
Damn wei... At first I thought was just a bun-stealer got bashed up.
Every tables and chairs were overturned.
Even the bun machine also overturned.
They kept on bashing the guy up.
Okay, I got high curiosity.
So, I stood up and walked over there.
Of cause before that, Kevin, Stewart and Queenie asked me to be careful and take care of myself.
So I walked over......

GOSH!! I saw a guy covered with blood, with his hand holding on his head.
And his friend was carrying a " batang " defending themselves.
Those who bashed them up already escape.
I saw broken glasses on the floor and blood is everywhere.
The victim's head got " pecah " by a glass.
Can you imagine how HARD is the glass at Kopitiam??
Gosh... And the most " exciting " part was, he walked pass me.
I was like " OMG!! " at that moment because blood still " mengalir " from his head.

" Tip tap tip tap... " Blood continued to drop onto the ground.

Drops of blood were everywhere on the floor.
His friend called police station.
Some rushed to the so-called balai police nearby which is " empty " most of the time.
The victim was still walking and want to look for those who bashed him up.
I was thinking, " He should go hospital first wei... "
And then they walked away following the direction the ppl who bashed them escaped.
But soon, they walked back again. And was rushed to seek for medical treatment.

Just now, I followed the blood trial.
They walked until the end of that building and walked back again.
Can you imagine, if you go for treatment first, maybe the risk you will be facing won't be so high.
Then I heard from nearby public, actually they were sitting on the same table.
But don't know why suddenly they attacked the two victims and aimed on the " pecah kepala " one.
They even grabbed chairs and bashed him up.
Gosh...!!

These all happened LIVE in front of me.
And this is the first time I saw someone with blood all over his body, LIVE!!
Everything happened so fast, just in front of my eyes.

Haih... What is going on with our society nowadays? Is the society today SICK??

Update soon

2 months passed right after my last post.

I will update my blog after my exam in MAY.

Exam is coming soon.

My previous blog webpage had been deleted.

For examinations' and revisions' sake.

WELCOME TO :

The brand new webpage.

http://lifeishectic.blogspot.com/

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